A Happiness Project
September's IUI (#5) was technically a "success" in terms of sperm finding egg, but I very quickly miscarried. Initial Beta was only at 22 (positive=5; but they like to see "100"), so if there was any silver lining, my hopes didn't raise much like the last time. But, like the last time, the horrendous heartbreak… Continue reading Some days are harder than others…
Friday's Beta test came back negative, and as you can imagine, we're highly disappointed. While waiting for results (during the TWW and those dreaded last hours), I always go thru my desired next steps. I handle things better with a plan. Admittedly, while waiting last week, I had all but decided to call it quits… Continue reading And, again…
I don't even know what to say. Got our results on Monday afternoon that our second IUI attempt was unsuccessful. I'm just numb. I put on a brave face. I say positive things to the people ask how I am. But the truth is I just hurt. It is not lost on me that I… Continue reading "I wish I had better news…"
Following My Own Arrow 