I tried to keep a level head thru the last two weeks, but hopes and excitement inevitably got raised as time went on. And now…well now, we restart when ready.
I’ve learned so much about myself through this process. I’ve learned how strong I can actually be, I’ve learned how I deal with some truly devestating disappointment (for better or worse) and I’ve learned that my husband truly can see me at worst and hug away the tears.
And though tears may appear at a seemingly random time, I am TRYING to keep a good outlook and my hopes up.